Frustration

 

 

 

 

I have no idea how to put what I'm feeling into words...

or rather, NICE words.

So I wont even try.

 

But I'm just going to say this.

I love the man pictured above.

I love him with every fiber of my being.

The last 6 1/2 months we have lived three hours apart,

it has been so incredibly hard,

but such a BLESSING.

 

Because of this,

David and I have had to learn to cling to each other emotionally.

We have to talk EVERYTHING out.

Things ALWAYS get misconstrued because I'm not with him.

we FIGHT just like every other couple...

BUT, because of this we can just get physical to get over it.

We have had to learn how to tenderly take care of each other's feelings without being there.

I'm so GRATEFUL for this.

I believe because of this we cherish each other more.

We have learned more about each other than most mormons who are engaged.

We know eachother's feelings, thoughts, passions, frustrations, ect.

How BLESSED are we?

 

No matter what ANYONE says or does,

they will NEVER pull us apart.

 

This week we have felt like a few people are trying to do this.

They may not be meaning to, but it still feels like it.

and to you I say,

IT WONT WORK.

 

I love him, and he loves me.

The bond is more than just a physical one.

Sure, he's fun to kiss, but we LOVE to talk.

we know EVERYTHING about each other.

I'm curious to know how you can think a 10 month relationship,

and 6 1/2 of those being long distance can work without communication.

because to me, that would be a waist of time.

If I wanted purely a physical relationship, trust me I would not do long distance.

 

People,

I'm baffled.

I'm frustrated.

I feel belittled.

 

Thank you for your concern, now back off.

 

He picked me.

AND

I picked him back.

 

AND to top it ALL off, I sprayed like an ENTIRE spritz of perfume in my eye today.

I have NO idea how.

ya

 

Only a few more months and  we can settle into home.

I'm so excited.

 

 

END RANT

 

Happy Tuesday.

 

:)