Marching through March

Holy smokes!  March has been one heck of a month, and we are only 11 days in!  So many things have changed. 

1- David had his birthday, and turned a whopping 22 years old.  (yes I feel old)

2- David decided that the best thing for him at this time was to withdraw from school

3- I went down to Provo, for that handsome man's birthday, and we ended up bringing him home a few weeks early.  Mind you everything he owned, PLUS a bike was stuffed into the trunk/backseat of my toyota corolla.

4- David moved home, and is on the job hunt.  If you know of ANYTHING in Poky that will work with a school schedule, please, PLEASE, let us know.

5- I applied for a transfer in my office.  There will be no pay increase, and I will be on the same level, BUT, I would only have one desk and only one boss. Right now I have 2 desks and 4 bosses.  I'm hoping that if I get this my overall stress level will go down.

6- We are t-minus two months away from the wedding date, and I feel like I am not prepared even in the slightest.

7- My ring is gone... again.  This time it went black AND some diamonds fell out, so we are at square one again.  A beautiful cz amazon sterling silver ring is on it's way to my doorstep as we speak.  I tried to find something kinda  close to my original, and found that, well, I had a unique ring.  But I settled on something and honestly will be thoroughly pissed when I find out that this holds up better than my actual, expensive, ring from a jeweler. (NEVER go to Samuels.. word to the wise)

8- Since David has come home, we will not be making the trek down to Provo come fall.  David has decided that he would LOVE to attend ISU, so we will stay in my current apartment, and I will continue to work (hence the attempt to switch jobs... I had my heart set on only having to keep going with it until summer, I cant make it any longer than that)

SO much has happened, and has been decided in the last week, but I cant wait for the next 66 days to be done so that I don't have to send David home anymore.  The nights get harder and harder.  I wish he could just stay there with me.  I really love him, and want him with me all the time. Is that too much to ask?!  We spent 6 1/2 months apart for heavens sakes :)  Soon enough.

Until we know more.

Love,
The Covey Clan

Frustration

 

 

 

 

I have no idea how to put what I'm feeling into words...

or rather, NICE words.

So I wont even try.

 

But I'm just going to say this.

I love the man pictured above.

I love him with every fiber of my being.

The last 6 1/2 months we have lived three hours apart,

it has been so incredibly hard,

but such a BLESSING.

 

Because of this,

David and I have had to learn to cling to each other emotionally.

We have to talk EVERYTHING out.

Things ALWAYS get misconstrued because I'm not with him.

we FIGHT just like every other couple...

BUT, because of this we can just get physical to get over it.

We have had to learn how to tenderly take care of each other's feelings without being there.

I'm so GRATEFUL for this.

I believe because of this we cherish each other more.

We have learned more about each other than most mormons who are engaged.

We know eachother's feelings, thoughts, passions, frustrations, ect.

How BLESSED are we?

 

No matter what ANYONE says or does,

they will NEVER pull us apart.

 

This week we have felt like a few people are trying to do this.

They may not be meaning to, but it still feels like it.

and to you I say,

IT WONT WORK.

 

I love him, and he loves me.

The bond is more than just a physical one.

Sure, he's fun to kiss, but we LOVE to talk.

we know EVERYTHING about each other.

I'm curious to know how you can think a 10 month relationship,

and 6 1/2 of those being long distance can work without communication.

because to me, that would be a waist of time.

If I wanted purely a physical relationship, trust me I would not do long distance.

 

People,

I'm baffled.

I'm frustrated.

I feel belittled.

 

Thank you for your concern, now back off.

 

He picked me.

AND

I picked him back.

 

AND to top it ALL off, I sprayed like an ENTIRE spritz of perfume in my eye today.

I have NO idea how.

ya

 

Only a few more months and  we can settle into home.

I'm so excited.

 

 

END RANT

 

Happy Tuesday.

 

:)